Gravitas

"Definitions bring about meaning and descriptions. Words exist for communication. " I remind myself of this daily. I am struggling to exist. My attempts to not be a recluse fail daily. This is my last resort. I have found the meaning to gravitas. Somehow, that word means everything to me right now. I have spent the last 3 weeks researching what it would take for me to be serious about the next level of my beloved existence. Writing it out...all of it..seems to be the right  answer, for now. I feel pretty great, because this is a huge step for me. I will be great at this. Breathe. I am an intelligent being. I will be great.